blogging ... is it for me?

i think it was 3 years ago when i came to learn about blogging courtesy of my friend, chocnut. i told myself that i should try it, after all writing is a therapy for me. when i'm mad or sad, clicking on the keyboard to pour my thoughts out gives me a soothing relief and before i knew it, the bad feeling i want to get rid of has already left me.


i used to write long letters ... there was even a time when i attempted to write a short love story (which is based on real life and with matching poem pa na later on nalagyan ko pa ng melody and voila! song na sya!). but those were the days (my friend We thought they'd never end. We'd sing and dance forever and a day. We'd live the life we choose. We'd fight and never lose. For we were young and sure to have our way. La la la la...Those were the days, oh yes those were the days ....) ...... back when i was young .... when i seem to have all the energy to do whatever i want ... when i seem to have all the time in the world to waste ... back when i was working on a 10-hour shift then after work there's still MBA classes twice a week or after-office gimmicks .... hay, those were the days!!!!

fast forward and here i am now, out of the job market for the past 3 years and mingling with a predominantly English-speaking population, that one would expect that i should have lots of time to spare and a lot more comfortable with the English language so i shouldn't have any trouble going back to writing. pero bakit ganon? feeling ko mas wala akong time and mas hirap na akong magcompose ng any written work. lack of inspiration? nah.... the inspiration i had back then is still the same inspiration i have now PLUS our product --- 3 beautiful girls. lack of time pa siguro coz the chores, never-ending sila!!!! and of course, lack of confidence, i guess. OR MAYBE .... just maybe .... i seldom get those 'mad' and 'sad' feelings now that's why!!!!

well whatever .... who cares about grammar or content or substance .... i'll write when i feel i want to write and i'll write when i find the time to write. so without further ado, i welcome y'all to my blog --- nothing fancy, nothing spectacular .... just some idle thoughts from a busy mind.